Loneliness

Hell... I'm so lonely.
I feel like I've been waiting for everyone all day. All of them have totally acceptable reasons _not_ to talk to me. I'm just... lonesome.
I guess to some degree, its just that Saturdays are sacred now- my measure of happiness. Nine weeks today. I feel a small sense of accomplishment, that I haven't just given up, or I suppose, that I haven't driven her off yet.
Ugh. I hate this song. "Chicken Fried". What the hell does that mean. Is it like "Chicken, Fried"? Or is it supposed to indicate "Chicken-Fried Steak"? "Chicken-Fried Fries"? I want to know! 'Cause apparently its one of the reasons to support a war. AH! It annoys me. It worms into my head, and lingers, burning into my thoughts. >.<>.<>.<
*curls up* I miss my Zara-sama. I miss my Rebexika. I miss my Master-boy. *cries*
I know its illogical, but I feel lost, hopeless and abandoned right now. Silly, right?
I'm gonna go shower now.